so much for planning a trip. not a thanks. but now, i've got people finger pointing me. so it's my fault? so one sorry can erase everything? how about talking about yourself first. don't act all saint-y and nice trying to be the "generous" one. yeah, i'm being petty. so what? that's me. if you don't like it, stop being my friend. you know what, i'm kinda tired of being yours. cus i hate the way you talk to me. you might think you're independant or whatever shit, i think you're spoilt. you're just a spoilt brat. so you don't have any rights to finger point me. your attitude sucks, go work on that. i thought going to the ****** might actually be better but no, you got worst. going there makes your attitude worst. what a joke. you're a disgrace.

OMG WHAT'S WRONG WITH EVERYONE'S CELL NOWADAYS? NO ONE REPLIES, NO ONE ANSWERS. OR IS IT ME? AM I THAT IRRITATING? IS IT MY FAULT FOR WANTING A CONFIRMATION CUS WE MIGHT BE TRAVELLING NEXT TUES? I ONLY HAVE 3DAYS TO BOOK. CAN'T YOU BE CONSIDERATE? YOU MAY BE WATCHING A BASKETBALL MATCH. BUT WHY CAN'T YOU ANSWER YOUR CALL? WHAT IF IT'S AN EMERGENCY?! 3 DAYS ONLY LEH. NOT 3 MONTHS NOT 3 WEEKS. 3 DAYS. AND YOU STILL HAVEN GIVE ME AN ANSWER! DON'T YOU THINK YOU'RE REALLY IRRESPONSIBLE? I MAY BE YOUR GOOD FRIEND BUT BASIC COURTESY AND BASIC REPSECT SHLD STILL BE THERE OK. IF YOU REALLY DON'T WANNA GO, TELL ME. TELL ME STRAIGHT INTO MY FACE. AND NOT DO WHAT YOU'RE DOING NOW. NOT REPLYING MY MSGES AND NOT ANSWERING MY CALLS. FUCKING PISSED OFF. ALL YOU THINK IS YOU AND HIM. YOU AND HIM, IN YOUR LIFE. WHAT AM I? A MAID? SOMEONE TO ENTERTAIN YOU ONLY WHEN HE'S NOT ARND? WHAT IS THIS? AFT THE TRIP,YOU BECOME SO DIFF. SO DIFF LIKE BFORE. CHANGE OR YOU'LL LOSE ME, OK.

ARGH!!!!!

SIGH.

i so badly want to go Genting. BUT SHE STILL HAVE NOT REPLY ME?!? how am i suppose to confirm? like i've got another person to go with if you don't want to go you know. why delay everything cus of your late reply?! it's beeeeeeeen soooooooooooooooooooooo many times alrd. i'm getting irritated and fed-up.

i hope everything will be like bfore you went away. cus you're kinda changing. you know?