was watching WGM and got really emotional out of a sudden. reality is harsh. and when the clock strikes, cinderella will turn back into a normal girl once again. what's different is that in this world, the prince will not come running aft you.

so much for a fairytale ending.

Time to bid farewell.

right from this moment, at 12.13am. i gave up, totally. i give up trying to find excuses for you. i give up trying to make myself thing that it wasn't on purpose. i give up trying to think that things will be better. i give up i give up i give up. i am not going to care anymore. to heaven or hell, on land or on waters. i am not going to give a damn on what is going on with you. i will leave, leave from this fucking retarded place & stop caring.

i am going to move on. i am going to move on. i am going to move on.

this time, i will not turn soft hearted again. goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.