you used to be my no.1. be it, advantages, chances or opportunities, i gave it to you first. compare yourself to the other girls, didn't i treat you the best? you said i was your best friend, but when you say that, you meant one and only. but i guess it isn't. cus you got another one. so many times i told myself it was alright, for the past 2 years, i kept repeating the same thing. but 2 years ltr, today. i realise that everything was just a faccade. it isn't ok. i won't get used to it. i know, i was nvr no.1 to you. i knew he was no.1. but never have i thought that i wasn't even 2nd or 3rd. i thought i was your bff too. but i guess i was thinking too much, i guess i was just trying to kid myself. look at your page. you've got back not only your old life and friends, you've got new life and friends too. so i guess, being the middle, will be just left behind. i'm so sorry friend, but i can't lie to myself anymore. it isn't ok, anymore. we, were used to be. bff, no more.

with love,